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The Diaries of Arnon Grunberg (14)

Arnon started walking. He walked into the dark night and the bloated circle of colored lights. He was alone, but he barely noticed that he was while he kept on walking. It could have been snowing, or it might have been drizzling, or perhaps it was a clear winter night, he didn’t remember. He did remember the blackness of the evening, the coat of dimness that isolated him and embraced him in one present gesture, and the brightness of the sparkles around him that amazed him. His eyes were drawn in all directions, drops of rain stirring a puddle of mud, and never lingered at one spot for more than a second. He couldn’t form any prolonged ideas but only short impulses of thoughts. This state of mind itself fascinated him. It was not his nature to be caught up in such a stream of consciousness that constantly renewed itself. Arnon was more used to his own thoughts prolonging themselves and separating him from the distancing reality that surrounded him. The relation between Arnon and the world was vaguely undefined, absent perhaps in the eyes of some, at least not in a constant form that let itself be renewed easily. In what form the relation with the outside world existed then? Arnon thought of the world as a friendly enemy, a benign poison dripping into the hollow bowl of his soul until one day it would spill over and he no longer was himself. He kept on walking, alone, into the night.

Het Uur van de Wold, Heb je nog steeds vrienden?

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NYSC – 34th st @Park Ave

Time: ~ 18.45 pm
Duration: 35:00:00 minutes
Distance: 4.00 miles; 6.44 km
Speed: 8.75 minutes/mile

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The Diaries of Arnon Grunberg (11)

“Don’t you grow tired by your own disquiet?”
“Sometimes,” only to add at the last moment,”perhaps.”
Such a settled question, Arnon thought. Only an old man, whose years have worn down his body, sees struggling and making efforts as a burden. To the vigor of a youth, being challenged feels like an elevation of the mind, to which he looks eagerly forward.

“But then you also run from deadline to deadline.”
The interviewer’s questions started to irritate Arnon, realizing that this man’s decay was printing itself on his mind and thus polluted his lust for life. The interviewer seemed to suggest that it was all too much, that this restless inspiration needed a break, take some time off, lay in bed and do nothing for a whole day but fetish itself in lazy dinners.

“Yes, but everything that has a pattern, is easy, and I don’t forget.”

While Arnon heard his own voice say the last lines, hearing himself, he realized already did the gray haired, saggy face with the coarse scraping voice affect him. He reflected on the absurdity of the answer, embarrassed by the apparent habit of himself that he displayed in public. This pattern of routines was what tired him, not the exerting demands.

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NYSC – 3rd Ave @41st st

Time: ~ 19.00 pm
Duration: 30:00:00 minutes
Distance: 3.20 miles; 5.15 km
Speed: 9.375 minutes/mile
Pulse: maximum 190

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Les Temps Retrouves

Dear all,
I woke up again this morning
I said, I am grateful for the grace that shone upon us
There was sunshine and rain, both fed the soil, and out of it grew a new
I kept walking, my silhouette turns smaller and smaller
still hear the echo resonate
I walk toward the sun, still more to the story
rc
I will be in Greece or France, stop by for drinks
“La propriété, c’est le vol”

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NYC – A Writers Hangouts

Google MyMaps – A Writers Hangouts

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The Rise and Fall of 5 Pointz, LIC, Queens

NYTimes – One Artist Is Hurt, and 200 Others Are Feeling the Pain

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Riptide III, City Island NY

Porgies everyday! Riptide III, City Island NY



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Lady Windridge

Get hammered by that beat on the Lady Windridge.
Lady Windridge

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Sounds of New York: Shea Stadium, Queens

Shea Stadium, Flushing Meadows – Corona Park, Queens

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